i just want to hide out here for a while, just a little while. just until the weather is warm and this whole worrying thing can stop. what comes next? i STILL don't know. but i am nervous/anxious/excited/scared/ready/unprepared/ah/AH!. but it's about that time, and i am trying to listen. i pray for ears that quiet the voices of my head and voices of those of the world around me. i pray for ears that can only hear you.